I can tell you first hand what that confusion looks like is even when you're trying to level up you might get confused and disheartened being in uncharted territory. The process of growth is like being in a foreign land. You're out of your comfort zone.
The best part about that is, it's the exact place we can seek revelation, and get to the best GUIDE who absolutely knows the way!
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
Check out the latest podcast "Push Toward Your Prosperity". I hope it empowers you!